Out of touch with blogging and with myself. The last few days my mood had just been off center. Not every minute. Bob and Zachy and I walked at McKinney Falls today and ach shared his four year old view of that familiar sweet trail. We supplied the words "deer, bark, robin, woodpecker, nest" On Saturday the kids and I danced to drumming at Centra market cafe - much of the afternoon under the oaks with people from all over town - not a crowd - a real community feeling group. Bob stayed today because he couldn't come until Saturday night because of the good computer class he took. I think I'm missing him more this year, but scared of the change involve in his coming home. I wish life weren't so expensive. I wish decisions were easier.