I'm feeling satisfied tonight, hopeful, like the efforts I've been making since Saturday to improve my mood and reduce stress are working. I'm posting something here every day whether it seems important or not, writing a poem every day, knitting bright light little scarves from eyelash yarn for KK's friends and teachers, just smiling more and feeling less like my life has just been stirred with a stick and has no pattern. It is good for me to remember that when I feel overwhelmed it really just takes a little step or two to get some sense of order and power back.