Some days are harder than others and today was one of the stupidly hard ones - no real problems, nothing to be distressed about, nobody sick or dying, but LOGISTICS everywhere I turned and a terrible time keeping my perspective. And tomorrow is full of logistic challenges too. I'm scared. I want to go to bed for a week with a stack of good books and room service. and somebody telling me how great I am every hour on the hour. But I know I'll be balanced again in the morning. It is watching day at ballet, which is actually a huge treat. In my current mood its hard to look forward to anything, but sleep will help.