tired tonight and fighting feeling down. KK has flu like symptoms, Danny had chest pains at school yesterday and its hard to know if he's coming down with flu too or if there's something else - he's had so many odd symptoms in his life - mostly eye and joint. I love those children so and hate it when they suffer. My own daughters too - having to work so hard, both of them. Life feels hard - and sometimes life just is hard. Nothing wrong with hard.